writing it out helps. it really does.
of course when one writes out their immediate feelings it is not assumed that any who read will understand all that they cannot read between the lines. there is a lot between the lines of the feelings i did put to words.
i was not venting.
i was writing out my hurt. my hurting heart. my questioning of why.
maybe tomorrow will be better. on occasion i get to the point of being enveloped in frustration. to the point i cannot feel. i cannot see through the fog which surrounds me. yet it doesn't block the hurt.
tomorrow will be better.
i have the song "have i told you lately that i love you" playing in my head. i so want to know, to feel that kind of love.